'I fast out of respect for the congregants. But I would feel great eating shrimp on Yom Kippur'

What do ultra-Orthodox people do if they cease to believe but are fearful of losing all they hold dear? Answer: They lead a double life https://www.haaretz.com/israel-news/.premium.MAGAZINE-i-fast-out-of-respect-for-but-i-would-love-eating-shrimp-on-yom-kippur-1.9306595 #ultra-orthodox #orthodox_jews #judaism