This is SELF-DECEIVE

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When we reach the comfort or goal that we have in mind, we still return to a state of discontent or despondency. Then we make a new run to new goals for a state of peace and pleasure. Outward things do not make us happier. Happiness is an internal choice! Happiness does not depend on anything! Rich is not the one who has a lot of money, but who really has enough. The feeling of happiness and abundance is hindered by our fears, expectations and claims to the world that it should be this and that.We compare ourselves with someone all the time, chasing dreams in a fuss, devaluing what we have now.
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